3. Goodbye To Love

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Dear day dream, have you ever got so used to wait for a goodnight and it had you awake till way past midnight? Only to realize, we actually waved goodbye, long before I realized. Why oh why, why is does it kept me awake at night?

         I felt empty, I don't feel right, my world had always been evolving around someone's eyes. When he smiles, it's spring time ; and when he frowns, it'll be blizzard in the same time. 

         Such unwise, somethings not right, to yourself, you must be nice. You took something away with you, something that could keep me alive ; I hoped for its return, but it was trampled right on sight. You said be brave and stay kind, we could be best friends like first sight, revert all memories and switch it back in time. 

         2009, you came forth and said hi. Sent me a text to ask if being friends is alright.
        2014, you said we should meet in no time. So, I took a flight.
        2015, you said it's time, let's not hide.
        2018, you said it's time, so goodbye. 

         I had so much questions lingering in my mind. 
        
        With hindsight, I should never have probed.

         

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