Dear daydream

         I'll try Dear day dream, have you ever got so used to wait for a goodnight and it had you awake till way past midnight? Only to realize, we actually waved goodbye, long before I realized. Why oh why, why is does it kept me awake at night?         I felt empty, I don't feel right, my world had always been evolving around someone's eyes. When he smiles, it's spring time ; and when he frowns, it'll be blizzard in the same time.            Such unwise, somethings not right, to yourself, you must be nice. You took something away with you, something that could keep me alive ; I hoped for its return, but it was trampled right on sight. You said be brave and stay kind, we could be best friends like first sight, revert all memories and switch it back in time.          2009, you came forth and said hi. Sent me a text to ask if being friends is alright.      ...

Dear daydream, time flies, things change and hell awaits.         It was months or so that she'd contemplate about how blissful to find someone which is so far, yet so near away. Distance makes the heart go fonder they say, and true love will not be contained by the magician's trick. Love conquers all they say, as long as both hearts stayed in solidarity and fight till the end of time, they say.        We will stay together till you decide when it will end, till you decide that our ways will be parted he said. You are the one for me, after all these years of searching for the one that I wanted to hold most dear, he said. We will be a family, I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes, he said.        And so, in spite of the darkness and uncertainty that lies ahead, she decided that it's time to fight for a chance to live with the person that she held dear. It will take her almost 3 years to complete ...